★ Saturday, March 17, 2007 ★
sweet dream *
FINALLY, i dreamt of mummy.when she reached the hospital, the doctor and nurses came to see her.
but for god-knows-why reason, they disappeared, so i had to push her around to find a ward.
before i could find one, SHE WOKE UP!
"mummy, feeling better?"
she nodded, and SHE SMILED.
then i held her hand. it's very swollen.
and then i woke up by my father's phone call.
is the dream hinting me something?
oh well, hope i can dream of her more.
reminisced @ 11:30 AM ✿
★ Tuesday, March 06, 2007 ★
MUMMY, I LOVE YOU *
this cruel and tough battle had ended. we lost.miracle didn't happen. we even gave up hope.
are we cruel to make that decision?
i don't know. it's very contradicting.
i would never get to catch her looking at me again.
i would never get to eat with her again.
i would never get to go facial with her again.
i would never get to hear her voice again.
i would never get to kiss her again.
i would never get to see her smile again.
i would never get to shop with her again.
i would never get to touch her again.
but from another point of view, i won't get to see her suffering again.
i really can't imagine the pain she had gone through.
she did struggle before she went coma. but, don't know where the hell the doctors and nurses went.
my heart is bleeding whenever i think of that. it's just so suffocating.
alot of things not done yet.
she didn't keep her promise. she did tell me before that she won't leave me until she sees me getting married blissfully.
well, everything just happened so sudden.
mummy, R.I.P!
I LOVE YOU!
i promise i'll take good care of papa and ting. i'll be strong.
thanks to those who have been accompanying me! appreciated.
reminisced @ 11:48 AM ✿
yours truly
yi shi NG
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