★ Sunday, July 29, 2007 ★

Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi *

listen to this:

不能说的秘密



冷咖啡离开了杯垫, 我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前, 在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天, 是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面, 在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远, 又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见, 想像你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远, 或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天, 飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

冷咖啡离开了杯垫, 我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前, 在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天, 是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面, 在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远, 又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见, 想像你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远, 或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天, 飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Jay Chou's new song. nice!
i think dingren really has a good vocal.
asked him why he don't wanna join Project Superstar, he replied:

Dingren says:
Useless One Lah Superstar

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reminisced @ 7:00 PM ✿

unfair *

earlier on, papa woke me up.
blaming me for sleeping so soundly when sis didn't come home, and never answer his calls.
he don't even care whether am i still sick or not.

sis didn't come home, my fault.
sis skipped school, my fault.
sis didn't get good grades, my fault.

all the quarrels, my fault too. cause i'm the elder one, i should stop all these, i should give in to her.
told him i did give in, he said not enough.

sigh!

“不要等到失去你唯一的妹妹才后悔!”
那如果失去的是姐姐,你们会后悔吗?

no worries, i'm fine.
immune-d.

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reminisced @ 9:35 AM ✿

★ Friday, July 27, 2007 ★

back to Yishun *

headed to the temple right after we dismantled our booth.
then we train-ed down to Khatib.
this is the place peilin used to stay:


and we WALKED over to the place i used to stay.
neither far nor near.

my kindergarten:


the block i used to stay at:


i miss the 3 round buttons. 1, 6, and 11.


we left for them this cupboard. it used to contain my soft toys.

nostalgic memories.

your companion, your hug, everything.
thanks girl! =)
i want to be as strong as you, but i failed. i'll try harder!

well, have to stick with spectacles these few days. ugly!

alright, time to sleep!
for once, i don't believe tomorrow will be better.

i know i wasn't in a right state since last night.
wanted to ask you this morning whether you free to accompany me, but your replies were cold.
you weren't there when i need a shoulder to lean on. but it's really okay.
cause i know you care.
and i choose to believe again.

"A careless word may kindle strife;
A cruel word may wreck a life;
A timely word may level stress;
But a loving word may heal and bless."


you're like a puzzle, which i failed to solve.
but i'll not give up, unless i have to.
awaiting.

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reminisced @ 11:30 PM ✿

long entry *

it's been months since i updated this way:

18th July (wednesday)

sneaked out during KMS workshop, just to take photo.


19th July (thursday)

got back ECD paper, not satisfied.
no more A.

attended the SMU talk in the late afternoon.
was so demoralised.
but, i've got a goal now.

"belated birthday celebration" for junhan, at Bugis' Siam Kitchen.
won't attempt to have their buffet again.

"witnessed" the Singapore's tallest wedding cake:




20th July (friday)

the guys had NAPFA. went to "support" them.
i've decided to take part next semester.

24th July (tuesday)

IBS cocktail party!

my ECD and IB group!

my ITLG group!

random.

went to work in the evening, wasn't feeling well from then.
very giddy, and was freezing.

25th July (wednesday)

SICK!
body temperature kept fluctuating, from 37.5 to 39 degree Celsius.
i was still shivering when i didn't even on the fan, and was under the quilt.
my throat was also infected.

oh, poor jiawei was sicked too.
we got the same symptoms coincidentally.

26th July (thursday)

dragged myself to school.
both ECD and ITLG presentations weren't good.

our ITLG booth:




ITLG or KMS class?

by the way, here's our ITLG blog.
take a look at our vodcast if you've got nothing to do.

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reminisced @ 9:15 PM ✿

★ Thursday, July 26, 2007 ★

i don't need you *

“我不要你这个女儿,滚出去!”

i don't want you to be my father as well!
you're not fit to be one.
but, do i have a choice?

all i did was to ask you why yesterday night you don't want to bring me to doctor.
you said you need to work. fine.
but do i deserve the scolding as well? is there a need to say my call disturb you?
do you know how hurtful it is? especially when one is running a high fever.
why must you rub salt onto my wound?

unfair treatments.
there was this day sis got fever too. my father rushed home to bring her to a doctor.
that's how unfair he is.

since i already don't have a mother, i don't need this kind of father as well.
why people from the nether world chose to bring her instead of him?

mummy, i really miss you alot.
can bring me away too?

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reminisced @ 11:05 PM ✿

★ Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ★

Nihon Mura *

other than those having their solution selling call, the rest went school early for nothing.
Mr Vincent Koh cancelled the tutorial and didn't inform us. zzz.

well, never mind.
half of the class took some pictures.




i did bend down a little okay! and they tip-toed.

after doing some projects, we cabbed down to Revenue House.
teatime buffet at Nihon Mura.









she's "accommodating" me.

feel the music~

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reminisced @ 11:55 PM ✿

pissed off *

monday blues?
it's just not my day.

a bad way to start it was to quarrel with my father.
cause i failed to pass him 2 songs, then he refused to give me my allowance.
he can be so childish at times.

well, sad to know that a song is more important than his elder daughter's welfare.

because of that, i was late for work.
never mind.

next, i encountered a lousy customer service.

me: can i take a look at the pink pouch?
salesperson: NO! unless you want to buy it.
me: i intend to get it, but i wanna check the condition first.
salesperson: YOU SURE?
me: ya?
salesperson: YOU SURE YOU GETTING IT? NOT LYING?

F! i swear i won't step into that shop again.

forget it.

tomorrow will be better i hope!

i guess the thing i fear most happened again.
assumptions.
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★ Sunday, July 15, 2007 ★

HAPPY BIRTHDAY sis! *

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, my one and only sis!
hope you will like the little "treasure" box! =)

next time please call home if you're not coming back.
was worried sick.
you were unreachable for more than 24 hours okay!

never mind.

well, i can foresee that next 2 weeks will be hectic.
sigh!

not looking forward to it, not anymore.
reminisced @ 9:15 PM ✿

★ Friday, July 13, 2007 ★

The Order Of The Phoenix *

Harry Potter: The Order Of The Phoenix

kinda disappointed with the fighting part at the Department of Mystery.
it ended so quickly that we were all not contented.

Avada Kedavra!
Expecto Patronum!

well, overall it's still a nice movie.
but if you have read the book, don't expect too much, then you will enjoy the movie more.

★★★☆☆

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reminisced @ 11:59 PM ✿

★ Thursday, July 12, 2007 ★

my 2 favourite modules *

do you know that we should hold a fish knife like a pencil?
do you know that salad is served after main course?
do you know the formal place setting of a dining table?
etc.

most of us didn't know all these, till yesterday.
IBS lecture on dining and social etiquette. fun!

joel and i even played fill-in-the-blanks game.
we were guessing what are those missing words in the lecture slides, then we listened to Mr Henry Koh attentively, to see who's right.
it's useful. sean joined us not long after.

alright, ECD final test. MCQs damn tricky.
can't wait to know my result.

the things we focused on the most didn't come out at all.

they are:
-remedies for the 5 planning pitfalls
-10 guidelines
-elements of a business plan

still FRESH in my head okay!
don't believe? test me tomorrow.

well, i think i found my study peeps.

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reminisced @ 11:50 PM ✿

★ Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ★

Rabbit *

Rabbit is an indescribable feeling, a kind of silly happiness that leaves you dumbfounded for the entire day, a spontaneous split second that changes your whole life's events. Rabbit heightens your senses, presents new perspectives, tempts you to destroy preconceived mindsets, challenges you to relearn your experiences. Rabbit redefines the meaning of your thoughts and surroundings, re-orientates existing value systems, and leaves you high.

Have you found your Rabbit today?


=)
i'm sorry for being inconsiderate;
i'm sorry for not putting myself in your shoes;
i'm sorry for being so obstinate.
sometimes i just tend to do/say things without considering the consequences.
thank you for the call!
i just can't think properly last night.
or should i say, certain nights.

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reminisced @ 12:00 PM ✿

★ Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ★

IBS solution selling call *

i get a B for my solution selling call. was damn nervous la!

that time for my data gathering call, "good afternoon" seems to be the hardest words.
but this time round, i greeted Mr Henry Koh that when it was 10 in the morning.

i'm sad cause i never get an A this time;
but at the same time, i'm happy cause i never get a C.
-.-

oh well, never mind.
there's still a cocktail party.
an opportunity to push my grade up to A.

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reminisced @ 1:35 AM ✿

★ Saturday, July 07, 2007 ★

777 *

Transformers

finally we caught this highly rated movie.
it's really very nice! this 2 and a half hour show was all worth while.
i love Bumblebee! haha!

aftermath of the movie, pam and marcus linked almost everything to transformers.
"look at that car, i think it's transforming soon!"

must watch!
★★★★★ out of 5

after the movie, we bus-ed down to Central and dined at The Manhattan Fish Market.
had their seafood platter, not bad, i like the sweetness of the prawns.

the guys were trying very hard to blow the PINK balloon down.

but they gave up not long after.

we bought Billy Bombers' chocolate cake for the birthday boy too.


alright, cam-whoring time!





after squash-ing each other in the "chamber of love", marcus and i decided to match-make them.





marcus' idea of posing this.

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reminisced @ 11:59 PM ✿

★ Sunday, July 01, 2007 ★

bazaar *

ECD bazaar can consider a success.
although we never make any profits, we managed to breakeven.

our booth:


thank you so much for coming down!
despite a tiring day. =)

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reminisced @ 11:59 PM ✿